Wow, we have come to the last day of blogtober!
Happy Halloween everyone…
First of all here is an open letter to Squiggle…
Be yourself. You’re awesome. Remember to always see the best in all situations, attitude is everything! And know that I am here, always. I love you more than anything.
All my love
Secondly, here are a couple of letters from my mum, that she sent me almost 20 years ago now, when I was working abroad in Tenerife. I am so glad I kept them all this time!
Last day of Blogtober tomorrow!
I don’t really know what to write for this! Whilst I don’t tend to blog about some personal matters (specifically re Squiggle’s health), that is simply because I feel it should be Squiggle’s choice to share, or not, so I respect her request for privacy. Personally, I tend to be honest and open, especially in real life. But Squiggle is her own person and feels more comfortable only sharing with people she knows well. She knows she can talk to us about absolutely anything and she does, plus she has great friends that understand and support her too, and that’s all that really matters! So I keep within her boundaries and stick to blogging about topics that don’t cross that.
But anyway, I digress! So, three confessions, hmmm. They aren’t going to be very exciting I’m afraid…
1. I am currently rocking pink and blue hair. But that’s not a confession! The confession is that I snuck out after Squiggle went to bed last night, to a costume party, so I coloured my hair quickly for it before leaving. But it didn’t wash out as easily as I expected! So when Squiggle asked today why my hair is red and blue, I couldn’t tell her the real reason, so I said it was a mummy challenge that I had to do for work! Oops! Sorry Squiggle!!!
2. I think I have already mentioned this recently, but I practically never eat chocolate. It’s very weird I know, I’m just not a fan!
3. A few months ago, I watched a snapchat story of a concert that I could have been at; I had free tickets but passed them onto friends. But the confession is that I then full-on cried when I saw how many surprise guests were there and who. I’m 37 for goodness sake! Embarassing fan girling moment right there 😉
They are my confessions. What are yours?
I am quite selective over what goes in my IG gallery, so I really like pretty much all of the photos in my collection tbh. But of course for this post I am going to pick ones of Squiggle and not just use it as an excuse to showcase my photography lol 😉 So I do have five favourites that stand out as I scroll down my feed. Here they are in no particular order…
I would like to live in a world where our future generations are free of stereotypes and never feel limited in their choices. For all people, regardless of gender, to have the freedom to pursue their passions and interests without regard for whether they happen to be male or female. For there to be no difference between boys and girls choices of activities or jobs. For no woman to experience judgement, extra challenges or resistence just because she is female. For every woman in the world to treated with equality. #InternationalWomensDay
Ooh, now this one is easy; I have written about places I would like to visit already, in the About Us section. Check it out to find out my answer!
Top 10 all-time favourite songs is far too hard, there is no way I could narrow my favourite ever songs down to just ten; impossible task! So I decided to attempt my top ten albums of all time instead, which I am still working on so will have to post that separately when it’s finished. But I have made a (much) longer playlist of songs that were favourites at sometime in my life, are somehow significant to me or represent a phase of my life. So I guess it’s sort of my own version of ‘Soundtrack of my Life’ done a little differently.
So here it is, in chronological order, including any stories or explanations to go with each song that I would like to share with you all too!
1. Love of the Common People – Paul Young: I used to listen to this loads as a young child and I remember my parents singing it. It is the one song that really sticks in my mind from early childhood.
2. When Will I Be Famous- Bros: The first band I was ever really a massive fan of. I loved all of their songs, I had their cassette (I think the first album I personally ever chose to buy myself perhaps?) and their posters were on my wall!
3. Song For Whoever – The Beautiful South: I loved their whole album (it makes my top ten list of all time) but I just picked out one song at random to represent them on my soundtrack. This was also my first concert.
4. Bon Jovi – Livin’ On A Prayer: I wasn’t sure where to put Bon Jovi in terms of chronology of my life as it reminds me of many parts of my life in various ways, spanning over decades. So I have put them at the beginning; when they remind me of my mum. Not on the list but Cliff Richard and Simply Red also remind me of my mum watching their music videos (on VHS!)
5. Holiday – Madonna: This reminds me of our concert at the end of Primary School, when the year 6 leavers put on a talent show; we choreographed a dance to this song!
6. Wig Wam Bam – Sweet: This one reminds me of holidays with my dad and cousin as a young teenager. Fond memories.
7. Gangstas Paradise – Coolio: As a teenager of about 15/ 16, a group of us used to go to a local hangout called The Coconut Club. This is one of many songs I could have chosen to represent that era, but this one was a particular favourite.
8. Killing Me Softly – Fugees: Same era but this one reminds me of hanging out at school revising for GCSE exams with friends.
9. Oasis, Spice Girls and Alanis Morrisette are all representive of my teenage years; parties, hanging with friends etc… I struggled to pick a particular song for each band, so I went for any song just to symbolise the actual bands. What’s The Story Morning Glory by Oasis and Jagged Little Pill by Alanis Morrisette make my top ten albums of all time. Definitely. I loved Blur too though and am now wondering why I haven’t included them in my list .. especially when I totally used to fangirl over Damon Albarn!
10. Laid – James: American Pie and venture scout parties!!!
11. Build Me Up Buttercup, Love Shack and Copacabana (or anything Barry Manilow!) represents my not-very-secret love of cheesy music. This phase lasted many years from late teens to mid 20’s (ok…and beyond), alongside other styles of music. Other contenders to represent this phase could be I’m A Believer, Tragedy, Barbie Girl, Come on Eileen and many more… Grease songs also need to fit in here even though not included because I LOVED the film and went to see the musical in theatre over half a dozen times with my mum and dad!
12. I chose Rhythm is a Dancer for the playlist but any 90s dance anthems: reminds me of my first parent- free holidays abroad with friends! Oh and then I moved to Tenerife to PR for a season at 18-19 years old too of course!
13. High – Feeder: My housemates introduced me to this band early in their career while we were house sharing in our late teens and they became a firm favourite. It also reminds me of going to indie gigs.
14. Angels – Robbie: My mum loved him. This was her funeral song. Moving swiftly on…
15. Remix To Ignition – R Kelly: This and any other noughties R ‘n’ B is for my uni days. I also put I’ll Be There (For You) by Rembrants on to symbolise my massive love of Friends!
16. Left Outside Alone – Anastasia: My first teaching job (a collegue played it everyday!)
17. McFly, Busted, Blink182, Girls Aloud, Pussy Cat Dolls, Nelly Furtado etc… all remind me of my mid 20’s parties during weekends away. (I listed my top faves in the playlist but loved so many more!) Different era but Squiggle calls Underground the mummy song because I used to sing it loads, so that’s on there for both reasons!
18. Come As You Are – Nirvana: I love Nirvana and their songs would fit in to any point of my life as significant to that time. But I put them here to symbolise my huge love of Singstar in my mid 20’s lol! I also included It’s Tricky, Somewhere Only We Know by Keane and Light Up by Snow Patrol for the same reasons, but could also be any of the other million fun Singstar karaoke songs!
19. Foo fighters, Red Hot Chilli Peppers, Killers and Kaiser Chiefs all remind me of festivals and gigs. They are all also easily on my top favourite artists and albums lists of all time. Easily. (See what I did? ;)) And I will never forget screaming the lyrics to Best Of You with 100,000s of others!
Kings of Leon, Razorlight and Snow Patrol are on my list plus many other songs that I didn’t include, because they are also from this festival and gigs part of my life too.
20. She Moves In Her Own Way – Kooks: This also remind me of Reading festival, this is possibly the only gig I ever watched alone and was totally worth it. Another solid album for my list too. (Squiggle also loves Seaside, not listed).
21. Poker Face – Lady Gaga: By now I’m a mum and my young toddler loves ‘singing’ to Lady Gaga with me, we love the whole album but especially this one.
22. Black Eyed Peas – I Gotta Feeling, and Holiday by Dizzee Rascal remind me of Squiggle as an older toddler dancing around, as do a few others that I didn’t list.
23. Badman – awesome song, awesome album. Another hit with Squiggle when she was younger too. Another of her big favourites of the time was ‘Forget You’. For me, One Day Like This by Elbow is a stand out feel good song of roughly this time too.
24. Bills is included to bring us into the present (this is Squiggle’s Haven song!) So here we are back in the now with songs such as Shake It Off, Price Tag, Cheerleader and Happy that are representative of Squiggle and I in recent times (e.g. from our fun dance classes together). Plus for me, not included on the list, but I love dancing around at home to songs like Shut Up and Dance and Cake by The Ocean. I also love the entire Stay Together album by Kaiser Chiefs and have been to their gigs recently, so have included Hole In My Soul to represent this. (And some of the songs chosen for previous parts of my life are also just as relevant in my life now too, as they are often still played currently by cover bands on nights out!)
Phew! As you can see, I have a varied musical taste… And I love music too much to be selective about it!!! I admit 50 songs is a rather mammoth playlist lol!
Full playlist is here: YouTube – Soundtrack Of My Life
I have just realised it would have been a great idea to do Top Ten Favourite Songs of 80’s, 90’s, 00’s etc… Doh, annoying I only just thought of doing it like that!!! But I will do this sometime anyway, maybe as a series of future blog posts, it will be fun and abit easier than all time faves lol!
What songs make your list?
This is going to be a quick one. My answer is going to sound horribly cliché and cheesy I know, but those who know me will know I mean it! If I could have a superpower I want it to be something that brings about change for the global good; healing our planet, bringing peace to the world… so maybe the power of healing?!
I needed some inspiration for this one so I googled Disney character quizzes to see what it came up with. The first one I found suggested I was most like Mickey Mouse; born leader, problem-solver, good ideas and makes best of things.
Not a bad start! But I found another just to see some other answers. The next one was Mary Poppins… hahaha, Mary Poppins I am not!
I decided to try third time lucky and got Belle; smart, caring, kind, bigger dreamer and a little different. I’ll take that lol 😉
But the Disney Character I relate to most is Pocahontas. She has a wild and free spirit, spends much of her time outdoors, is truly accepting of others and fiercely stands up for what she believes.
When I first read this theme, my mind automatically jumped to seasons and I spent ages trying (unsuccessfully!) to pick my favourite. Then I re-read the title and realised it could be any time of year, for any reason, not specifically seasons. But then I figured my mind actually translated it into that for good reason; we spend alot of time outdoors in nature, absorbing our natural environment, observing the seasons and appreciating the ever-changing beauty of our natural world throughout the year. So for me personally, my favourite time of year would be based on that, rather than a special occasion or anything else.
But which is my favourite season then? I genuinely love them all for different reasons. When (and if!) it snows in winter it is so much fun, plus I enjoy the peaceful silence on winter walks. Spring is beautiful, so filled with new life, and brings with it hope for our future. Summer fun, splashing around in water in warm sunshine, it so therapeutic; and the nature all around is so easy to spot too. And then there is autumn, with its beautiful colours and refreshing sense of change. Each is so important to me in its own unique way.
If I really had to pick one? I guess I would go for autumn. I love the changing of the season from summer to autumn, when some days it is warm and others there is a distinct chill in the air. I love the stunning autumn colours and the sound of crisp leaves underfoot. I love hunting for conkers, acorns and sweet chesnuts. And I love how nature teaches us about the beauty of change, to accept so easily when it is time to let go and get ready to embrace the new!
Aside from the seasonal aspect, I admit I do also love it when the schools go back and our favourite spots become peaceful again! But also, last but not least, I choose autumn because I try to live in the moment, and that is where we are at right now. Ask me at a different time of year and you may well get a different answer!
This is so subjective, isn’t it? What one person considers an accomplishment, someone else might take for granted completely. For some people, sometimes, just managing to get out of bed and take a shower is an accomplishment. And I think we should acknowledge that! It is important to celebrate achievements, both big and small.
For me, a small achievement recently has been to manage to juggle my time effectively to find more time for myself as well as everything else! I used to be really bad at this but now I understand the importance of doing so.
In terms of bigger accomplishments, I am proud that I achieved a first degree BEd at university. But then again, I am equally proud of myself for going against the grain by leaving the system, adapting my lifestyle and choosing to home educate in order to meet my daughter’s individual needs. I wonder if I would have made the same decision if I had not been a teacher though? Funny how life works out!